Redemption is a Stained Glass Window

Redemption is a stained glass window.

My heart was seemingly complete in its own way

Without need of another, without reliance or trust

It was empty and alone, and yet the tranquil blue hue

Translated light into beautiful brokenness.

My heart, a whole piece of glass that was broken.

But then, it was shattered.

Failure and disappointment shattered this fragile heart.

I tried reliance, I tried trust, but hope in others failed me.

This shattered heart finally reflected it’s true state

Brokenness

My Redeemer Lives

Redemption is a stained glass window.

He took the shattered pieces of my heart

And fashioned them together with that of others.

Reds, Purples, Yellows, and Greens

Each heart, a color of it’s own.

Each heart broken in its wholeness.

But when it shatters, our Redeemer brings wholeness.

Each piece of a shattered heart fitted to the piece of another

Until the reds, purples, yellows, and greens tell a story of their own:

The redemption of our Savior.

In His light, we are found

Emitting the colors of redemption, hope, and love.

Wholeness is found in this stained glass window.  

Persevering into Light

This has been the hardest year for me, but also the most blessed. It seems heartache and blessing often go hand in hand. As we follow our Shepherd, we must keep this before us. There is often a trial and struggle that takes place prior to the fulfillment of a dream or desire. We are often pruned in preparation to obtain the fullest measure of the promise. It’s not an easy walk, but this is the pattern of our lives in Christ. I believe this is best depicted through Psalm 23:4-5: 

“Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over.” 

In these verses, we see a trial followed by victory and blessing. This trial was overcome in the presence of the LORD. David kept his eyes on His Shepherd while being led out of the valley and into the promise. 

God hides Himself in darkness, and yet, He is the Father of Lights and light in Himself.  In Him, there is no darkness at all. Those who would seek Him must first traverse the darkness before entering into the purity of His Light. Many will grow weary or turn back in fear, the darkness being too heavy for them to withstand. Those called by His name cannot be among those who draw back. The reward is too great to lose though the trials themselves may carry a great cost. Our eyes must remain focused on the goal, the Christ. But why must we endure the struggle before obtaining the prize? I do not think we would understand the sweetness of the reward if we obtained it without effort. It’s like the problem with pain and evil. Can we truly know pleasure without pain? Would we recognize goodness without the contrast of evil? I often wonder if Adam would’ve known his need for Eve had he not felt alone. Without the trial of darkness, we would fail to acknowledge the blessing of Light, and in doing so, we would strip God of His rightful honor and glory. I challenge you to be grateful for the trials and moments of darkness, knowing that you will grow in greater wonder and amazement at the blessing found in Light when you arrive. With this gratitude, may you be found persevering always.